What are the things that go into your decision on how you handle a situation?
I’ll give you a real life example of a recent situation and how I handled it:
We were at my sister in laws house for Rosh Hashanah. We were at the table and there were about ten people. My Mother in law made a joke about how she wasn’t leaving anyone any money.
I said, in a joking manner:
Good for you. We don’t want it. Spend it all and have a great time– (this is truly my philosophy- spend your money and don’t worry about an inheritance)
My Mother in Law got incensed. I mean irate. She started yelling:
Don’t tell me how to spend my money. I’ll spend it the way I want it. Don’t you dare tell me what to do.
Then she literally got about an inch away from my face and said
When I give your daughter money it’s because I want to. It’s my choice.
The tone was threatening. There was malice in her eyes and tone and everything. I mean she went absolutely batshit crazy.
I did not engage her.
While this was happening, my Husband was stepping on my foot. This pissed me off as well.
I do not plan on talking about this incident with my Mother in Law. Frankly, I don’t think I could be calm enough to discuss it with her rationally without saying something I will regret later.
My Husband however. I did tell him that I was not happy with his Mother, which he acknowledged was just crazy behavior. I did tell him that I did not appreciate the stepping on my foot like I was to blame for this.
When we were recounting the story over the phone to my daughter, my Husband said that I shouldn’t have been talking to his Mother.
I’m supposed to sit at dinner, next to his Mother, and not talk?
This was a situation where I was mad, and trust me, I let my husband know that I was SUPER ANNOYED at that comment. He did apologize, but it took my daughter saying- OMG Dad- would you apologize to Mom over that ridiculously stupid comment that you just made?
So to recap:
My Mother in Law really made me mad, but I don’t think it is beneficial to speak to her about it because she is passive aggressive as a rule, and I don’t think she would rationally listen to me and my side.
I did talk about this incident with my Husband and daughter because I didn’t like the way my Mother in Law treated me, and I had to vent. At some point this week I will also tell my girl squad about it as well
My Husband did annoy me with both the foot pressing and the comment, and boy did I tell him how I felt about both
So why did I choose to engage one and not the other?
If I don’t tell my Husband how what he does affects me and my state of mind, I will implode. In this case his behavior really made me mad and I felt it was uncalled for. This was a non negotiable for me.
I do not get on my Husband’s case for smaller things. There are things that I let go, because in the grand scheme of things, they don’t matter to me.
I did not engage my Mother in Law, and don’t plan to, because she is a vengeful person. She already doesn’t like me. To engage would just make things worse.
So- do you always tell people how you feel, or do you let things slide? How do you determine which course you will take?
It general I do have sloth tendencies- someone used the word the other day procastireading, and I thought it was pretty perfect. I have TOTALLY left the dishes in the sink, or didn’t clean the toilet because I wanted to finish a chapter, or start a new visual adventure… My house is never winning a Good Housekeeping seal of approval…
For the most part I’m reasonably productive. I make a to do list and I do.
But in the summer…
I use the humidity as an excuse. Oh- I can’t go to the gym because it’s too humid. I can’t dust because it’s too humid. I can’t do the laundry because it’s too humid. I can’t get out of the chair to get the remote because it’s too humid…
Then it becomes, well I don’t want to run the air conditioner because of expense/environment, that I have to move across the room to turn on the unit…
And I know that these are excuses. And sort of lame excuses. Yet, I still find it hard to accomplish anything in July.
Do you have a period of the year when you just can’t get motivated? Which season is your Achilles heel? How do you get through it?
Do you hum along at the exact same speed all year? If so, what’s the secret?
What if a person goes on a teen tour. It is very clearly stated that there is zero tolerance for drinking, the kid drinks while on the trip, and then gets kicked off the trip. Do you, as a parent, punish the kid when they get home?
What if the kid was 17 in a country where the drinking age was 18?
What if the kid were 14?
What if the parents lost the entire cost of the trip, plus had to pay extra to change a flight?
What if no money was lost, the kid was just sent home?
What if the amount lost was close to $10,000?
What if the kid was a boy?
What if the kid was a girl?
In a situation where a stated rule is broken, what does a parent do in the situation?
In this hypothetical, my Husband and I had different reactions to the situation, and I wonder if Mother’s feel differently than Father’s.
If this was your kid, what would you do?
For the record- this is not a situation involving my daughter, but may or may not have happened to someone that we know
the interrelation in which a subject or its parts are mentally viewed
the capacity to view things in their true relations or relative importance
the appearance to the eye of objects in respect to their relative distance and positions
the technique or process of representing on a plane or curved surface the spatial relation of objects as they might appear to the eye
For this, let’s take out the artistic view of perspective- we all get that if we are creating art, you look at things a certain way, 2D vs 3D, whatever…
Let’s look at perspective as a way of viewing the world as in opinions. How do our opinions get formed?
If you get bit by a dog, are you then afraid of dogs? Do you form a bias against them because you have been harmed, and sometimes there is no going back once you’ve lost your innocence?
If you ate Indian food once and your stomach did not fair well, does your perspective about eating it change?
If you went to Rome and had the time of your life, do you then continue to extol the virtues of that city to everyone you meet for the rest of your life?
The above examples are ones of trial and error- you did A, the result was B, so now your opinion on the subject is C.
Fine- you sort of understand the perspective, how it was formed, etc.
But what about the person who says I hate opera, but has never been to one? Where did the I hate opera perspective come from? Can you hate something that you have never tried or have not seen firsthand?
Think about the things you love, and the things you hate: how did you come to those opinions? Did you form them based on personal experience? Or did you form them from things you heard on the news or read somewhere?
I live in NYC. My part of the city is over 95% Democrat (to be fair, the vast majority of NYC is Democrat, but I’m trying to say that my immediate neighborhood votes left no matter who is on the right) My neighbors in my building want to defund the police, are anti profiling and spout all the philosophies of the liberal and progressive policies. They literally wear the T shirts and tote the bags and march in the protests. I’ve seen them.
You get the picture?
A few months ago, my Husband and I went to walk the dog. In the lobby of our building, my husband was accosted by several neighbors and was asked how they could let this happen. When they said THEY, the meaning was the board, as my husband is treasurer of our coop board (in NYC if you buy your apartment their are boards- will explain if need be) The thing they said was happening was that the city had taken over the boutique hotel literally across the street from our building and was turning it into a homeless shelter for women and young children. This was the first my husband or I had heard of this.
The crime they screamed
The noise they screamed
We’ll never be safe they screamed
How could the board let this happen
Why didn’t we fight this
For the record, no one had moved into the hotel/shelter yet: the way people found out was when furniture was seen being moved out of the building.
No one had moved into the hotel/shelter yet.
Does this make my neighbors:
Crappy human beings
Afraid that their property values would go down
All of the above
My first question of the day is:
If a homeless shelter were to be put directly across the street from your dwelling, what would be your immediate reaction? (you don’t have to tell me- but be honest with yourself)
Our coop board issued a statement that they would not fight the homeless shelter. This was not a unanimous decision by the board- I think it ended up being 4-3 (one board member stated on the record that he was sorry he ever moved into this building, but that’s a whole other story)
So the board was not going to ask the city to move the shelter. FYI- there are at least a dozen neighbors who won’t speak to us anymore because my Husband would not try to officially move the shelter. He was one of the votes to not fight the shelter being located across the street.
About a week later, people moved in to the shelter.
It’s been a few months, so I will give you a recap of the situation:
There are probably twenty five – thirty adult women, and each has a child under four.
The shelter has a curfew. The first few weeks people were not listening to the curfew and it was very LOUD outside of our building. Neighbors in our building and the buildings near us did get the shelter to make the residents stick to the curfew, so after a week of noise, the residents must be inside by the appointed hour, which I believe is ten pm.
So you see the first issue that we encounter. People from the shelter are on the streets. A lot. They are not allowed to loiter in front of the shelter, so they come across the street and loiter in front of our buidling. Sometimes there are so many people, my neighbors who have strollers, walkers, and canes have trouble using the ramp to enter our building. There are people there all day.
Men are not allowed in the shelter, so the boyfriends/partners of the women often come to sit with the woman and children. Fine. They use the planters in front of our building as a garbage pail. One time, someone dumped a whole bag of trash there. My doorman asked him to clean it up. The man, a friend of one of the shelter residents, dropped his pants, mooned my doorman, turned around and peed into the planter. This was on a Sunday afternoon.
We have two groups of people from the shelter. One sits on the left side of the building by the planters, the other group sits to the right on the other side of our building garage. They are two different racial groups. On Sunday afternoons we often get treated to them yelling racial slurs at one another. We also often get Jerry Springer style fights. Remember- this is all happening during the day in the presence of young children.
Let’s get to the children part.
This is the scene to the side of my building from about 8am till 10pm. The residents face the strollers towards the wall of the apartment building. They sit on the curb and drink and smoke and do drugs, while the children are in the stroller looking at the wall. When I say drugs, I don’t necessarily mean it’s just pot– I mean all kinds of drugs. We see them during the day. With the kids in the strollers. My Doormen, who have a front row view to all this, wonder how they get the kids to stay in the strollers all day without crying.
Just to give you the landscape of my area:
One block east is a park/playground
Five blocks south is a playground
Three blocks west is a playground/park
Five blocks north is a playground /park
Across the street is a plaza for the college
Around the block (300 steps) is a library with a whole floor for children
Seven blocks north there is a library with a whole floor for children
Three blocks east is a community rec center with indoor and outdoor pool and classes that the residents would be able to access
The residents get three meals a day.
We see uneaten and unopened meals strewn all over the place. I can’t really complain about these because at least they tried to put them in the garbage. Mainly they remain on the street. You know what food waste on the street brings? If you said bugs and rodents you win a prize.
The shelter has 24 hour security and social workers on the daily.
How about crime?
Well, I admit when I see two men who are high or drunk having a fight, I don’t feel too safe. When I walk the dog, a lot of people make sudden movements to scare her intentionally. My neighbors with small dogs have taken to carrying their dogs till they are away from the building.
911 is called to the shelter at least twice a day. These aren’t calls from the neighbors- these are calls from social workers and security because of escalating fights in the shelter itself. There have been a fair number of calls for the children for accidents and other medical issues.
Every weekend my actual neighbors from my building or surrounding buildings call the police for fights outside, or people passed out on the street, or severe intoxication. I’ve gotten used to walking down the street and seeing flashing lights as I approach my block. it’s just another day.
Am I judging the situation?
Am I right to judge the situation?
But we really need to ask:
Is any of this an actual problem? Are people entitled to live anyway they want, without judgement from anyone else?
Is there an actual problem with people throwing away complete meals?
Is there a problem with people leaving their kids in strollers all day facing a wall?
Is there a problem with hanging out on the street all day doing drugs and drinking and smoking?
Am I judging what is happening because I’m :
Do people have to make the same choices that I have and do things the way I did/do?
No they don’t.
Who is to say that the way I do things is the right way, or the only way?
So, this is what’s happening in my neck of the woods. Feel free to jump in and talk about whatever you think/feel about what I wrote. Think about what I wrote and be honest with yourself about what you think and feel.
In the comments of this post, there was a discussion about the definition of the word CLEVER. Someone thought of the word clever as having shady connotations, as shown by the oft used British who dun it phrase:
He thinks he’s so clever
So, my question for today is rather pedantic:
How does tone change the definition of a word?
Clearly, the definition of the word clever has not changed in the above sentence. The word still reflects that someone is intelligent, or smart, or however you define it. But the tone…the tone changes how we look at the word.
What are other words that make us think differently about them depending on how one uses them?
Is this what gets us into trouble with texts?
Were emoji’s invented to help us determine how something is being intended to be used?
How does tone and intent change the way we think about words?
I recently read a book for book club. It was over 500 pages long. I read a book for fun- almost 600 pages.
Does any book that one reads for fun need to be over 350 pages?
I don’t usually love books that hover over 300 pages. Rarely does an author have me so enthralled in a story that I want it to continue on and on. One of the books I mentioned was The Fountains of Silence clocking in at 512 pages. First off- this book was utterly average. The editor that thought that this was a good idea needs an editor. There’s detail that are useful, storylines that move the plot along, and then there’s filler, which is the stuff on which this book is made. There were paragraphs I skipped over entirely and I didn’t miss one point of this book. If you skip something, does that mean it’s not necessary?
Again, Rachel talks so much about gorgeous people and clothes. Do people really read books to peak into the lives of people who are attractive? Do the descriptions that read like Vogue pictorials instead of a novel really matter that much to the story? I don’t know, after the fiftieth description of a designer outfit, I’m done…
And what about movies? Apparently, movies that were released in 2021 were, on average, nine minutes longer than those made in 2009. I’m hoping that this trend is on the reversal, because I don’t think movies need to be any longer than two hours. Luckily, the movies I’ve seen lately are all around the two hour mark.
The obvious next question is: are our attention spans getting shorter. And to unscientifically answer that question, I’ll say Yes- our attention spans are getting shorter. But in the case of books and movies, it’s almost a chicken/egg: Do we not have the stamina to go through something that is long, or are things just too long to hold interest?
Our discussion questions for today:
What is your preferred book length? Will you read a book longer than your preferred length?
What is your preferred movie length? Will you sit through a longer movie?